Back in 2008 I walked the spiritual path talking the talk quite openly about my beliefs and our role on earth as universal citizens and I remember getting back from a tour that year when I got a letter from a distribution company in Lee on Solent saying they had a parcel for me and collected a map of a model village in the Netherlands, wondering why at the time, only to spend the next eight years finding that out……
The map was a message to my “real self” not my “conscious mind”, telling it that we would be part of a pioneering team trialling the changes that were coming through our energetic fields as the planet went through a shift in frequency so that together we could all begin to create a new “village” here on earth tadalafil no prescription.
During that time I was to give up all that I knew to be familiar and safe and learn how to trust the true source of power that spoke from my heart, which is the scariest thing I have ever had to do as IT HURT physically, emotionally and spiritually.
Recently I went to that model village on the final day of a tour and one of my passengers took this photo of me stood outside the entrance and when he sent it to me I finally understood………………….(thanks Paul) x
In 2009, as my life path began to change course drastically and I was beginning to get seriously lost in other peoples’ dramas and within myself, I sat with my head in my hands one day in my office as this simple message began to come through my heart, and I wrote it down. I have shared it before but I will again here. “I like to be, I like to see, I like to know just where to go, to be the most, to feel the gaps whilst this age surely must collapse. And one day soon, well we will see, a new day dawn when we are free. Joy will prevail and we will know, exactly where we want to go. I promise you that this old game really cannot stay the same. So while it does, let’s make a pact, please trust me through this final act”.
So to me, the image above shows my head in front of a leak shooting up from the dyke, in the background which is symbolic of the way I take in and ground any information the management wants to throw my way (along with the rest of the team that are here to bring about the changes) and that darling puppet in the background represents my higher self, a masculine warrior aspect that’s been feeling and fixing those gaps behind the scenes all those years.
Since 2013 particularly, I’ve been to hell on earth as I lost my beautiful partner and rock in the physical world, subsequently enduring challenges that I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy.
But even so I knew support was there from somewhere deep within myself even if I had to search hard for it every single day and it finally seems to be coming though loud and clear again now and though this is a message deeper than I am normally comfortable with, I feel compelled to put it up on the site quickly as it applies to us all now. TRUST YOURSELF.
So that’s it for now, so I’m off to fix a tour or two!
Love and hugs and happy summertime!