I got off a plane early in 2015 half dead and convinced my work here was done, and it almost was..
Had I not been rushed into hospital the following day I would have been the next out on the “History in Harmony” flight home and that’s all I wanted to do.
My soul had other ideas.
I woke from a dream during surgery that winter day, where Boz and I were both enjoying a pint in the sparkling sunshine that you only get on the harbour in Mudeford Quay on a beautiful summer afternoon. He had a big fat cigar and I was simply enjoying the moment and I remember sitting back in a state of euphoria and saying “it doesn’t get any better than this” and he replied “well it does actually darling because you’ve agreed to go back….”
I came round to find surgeons stitching tubes into my throat and I have been struggling to get rid of the flipping things ever since. My son would go nuts here and say they are the reason that he is still able to talk to me in a physical body though so I must show some humility here and move on gratefully.
In fairness, after the speed and shock of Boz’s departure I simply wanted to go home and join him, needing masses of surgical and medical support in the interim, which was painful and highly traumatic, so spirit stood back and let me get on with it.
Boz went quiet too as I had truly lost the will to live, during all the pain and upheaval through three surgeries and an ongoing bout of carcinoid disease………and I didn’t need any more encouragement to wish I was with him instead of living in a knackered old physical body.
But I am better again now and grateful to all who have helped my recovery and himself is present very strongly again so it’s time to get on with a new venture and share it with anyone else who’s wondering what’s going on with life.
We had an amazing journey together and in the five years since he left the physical I have had one good and horrid adventure and insight after another so……………….I think this site will be a simple mixture of tours and stories about my life with Boz at H&H and the things I have learned about myself since he left his physical body and I began to understand mine….